Breakdown In My Bedroom

Breakdown communication

'Cos I get anxious when I'm out

In certain situatuions

But how can I explain it?

I've put my face out there

And it's a constant grind to save it

But every time I'm out

Everything inside me's shouting

Screaming and overloading

I swear it's not just been this way

And I've not always been the same

I think and then implode

It's like i think the drinks corroded

My brain

A few times a week I go insane

I know I should leave but I'll stay

Where I'm alone to

Breakdown in my bedroom

Breakdown in my bedroom

Again

A few times a week I go insane

I know I should but I'll stay

Where I'm alone to

Breakdown in my bedroom

Breakdown in my bedroom a-

"You chose a strange job for a person

Who can't be out in public

Or the self-destruction worsens", oh

But it's easier around strangers

With the help of rolled up paper

It keeps me afloat

Until I get home

But every time I'm out

Everything inside me's shouting

Screaming and overloading

I swear it's not just been this way

And I've not always been the same

I think and then implode

It's like I think the drinks corroded

My brain

A few times a week I go insane

I know I should leave but I'll stay

When I'm alone to

Breakdown in my bedroom

Breakdown in my bedroom

Again

A few times a week I go insane

I know I should leave but I'll stay

Where I'm alone to

Breakdown in my bedroom

Breakdown in my bedroom

She told me, "Be gentle with yourself

As you walk through life, dear

You've made some mistakes

It's your first ever time here

And there's time to learn

Time to learn

So don't get too hung on the things

That you're missing

You've made some mistakes

It's your first time existing

And there's time to learn

Time to learn"

But I think

But I think

But I think the drinks corroded

My brain

A few times a week I go insane

I know I should leave but I'll stay

Where I'm alone to

Breakdown in my bedroom

Breakdown in my bedroom

Again

A few times a week I go insane

I know I should leave but I'll stay

Where I'm alone to

Breakdown in my bedroom

Breakdown in my bedroom

(Again)

And I get so hung up on the things

That I'm missing

I've made some mistakes

It's my first time existing

And there's time to learn

Time to learn