Syndrome

I take a deep breath the smell might get me high

You get fucked up just to get by

I sleep all day 'cause I can't open my eyes

You passed it all away and never said goodbye

The strength I find

I find on the inside (and I will not)

And I will not apologize

We are so scared of what's around the corner

That's why we try to destroy the order

Chaos won't let us see what's coming around the bend

The journey's more important than the end

The strength I find

I find on the inside (and I will not)

And I will not apologize for my prize (you didn't know)

I guess you didn't know

It's not a weakness

It's just my syndrome

You will never know the depth of my syndrome

You will never know the depth of my syndrome

(Why do we try to die?) Syndrome

(Why do we try to die?) Syndrome

The pills will make it go away

Depression is my only friend

I'm never getting better

And I don't want to anyway

The strength I find

I find on the inside (and I will not)

And I will not apologize for my prize (and you don't know)

The angels are calling me home (you didn't know)

I guess you didn't know

It's not a weakness

It's just my syndrome

Why do we try to die all the time?

Isn't it just enough to be alive?