NVM

I'm way too high to come down

I'm burnin' up on you

I'm way too lost to be found

I'm burnin' up on you, on you

She said, I'm not in love with him no more, the way I once was, I wonder if he feel the same

It's like our light was goin' dim, and now it's unplugged, and I doubt that it will ever change

I been sleepin' next to a lame who used to be my best friend, now the nigga's playin' games

I still care about him, but really ain't the same

That's why I might complain, 'cause lately shit been gettin' strange

He used to be a man's man

Pick around the house and lend a helpin' hand, and

Workin' up a muscle like a fuckin' Trans-Am

Addicted to the hustle, Mr. Rubber-Band Man, but where the rubber-bands went?

It's like he got too comfortable

Now all he do is lay and chill, quit his job, lost his ambition, that shit lame as hell

I'm slavin' all day at work to come home and make him meals

But he just wanna play video games like that's gon' pay some bills

He was never insecure, now all the sudden I can't go out, can't do shit no more

Can't hang out with my friends no more

I can't do that, can't do this no more

Can't even take a shit no more without him on my back, like, ugh

And when I tell him how I feel, it's like I'm talkin' to a brick wall

'Cause all he do is shut down 'til that shit just get me pissed off

And I start to write my thoughts down, start firin' my list off

I feel like I ain't bein' heard, and it's just gon' make me withdraw

Wonder how we made it this far, uh

And that shit just get me mad depressed, I used to be mad obsessed

It feels like you lost your soul, now all you really have is flesh

And I hate when we havin' sex

But you know what I really think?

I stayed around for way too long, hopin' that we'd be straight

But you don't respect me anymore, I'm seein' it in your face

Feel like every time your life go wrong, you're lookin' for shit to blame

Start pointin' fingers like it's my fault, like I'm a quick disgrace

And all you do is yell and then treat me like some big mistake

And then paint the picture like I'm a pessimistic bitch with rage

Like I'm some evil-driven toxic bitch who just complains, you think that shit's okay, huh?

So miss me with the bullshit, I ain't stressin' you

It's hard to bottle all this up inside when I be next to you

And if I ever voice it, you deflect it, so I never do

Start to make me wonder all the shit you put your exes through

You'll never take me on no dates so I can dress for you

Try to look my best for you, but nothin' be impressin' you

And if I ever ask you for some time, you say I'm pressin' you

The day I gave up is when I started gettin' less from you, I guess it's true

I'm feelin' helpless but my head is high, don't get surprised

I might be crazy, but I never lied, step aside

How many times we gave a second try? Say goodbye

Angel wings turn to devil eyes, and I can never talk to him or specify

So all I do is stress inside 'cause when I tell my side, he try to rectify

I'm sick and tired of lettin' it slide, I knew I shoulda read the signs

I wish that we can, argh, never mind

I'm way too high to come down

I'm burnin' up on you

I'm way too lost to be found

I'm burnin' up on you, on you

He said, I'm not in love with her no more, the way I once was, I wonder if she feels the same

It's like our light was goin' dim, and now it's unplugged, and I doubt that it will ever change

I been sleepin' next to a stranger who used to be my best friend, now things are gettin' stranger

And the truth is if she left me, then I'd probably never chase her

'Cause I doubt that I could change her back to who she was and save her

And I feel like we ain't on the same page no more

To keep it real, them kisses just don't hit the same no more

I used to blame myself, but I can't take the blame no more

It's like she ran my faith into the ground and now there ain't no more

Wish I can go back to what it was and press rewind

Back to the days when we would hang out and to catch a vibe

Back when she used to smile and laugh at me, had better times

But now she smiles and laughs at everybody's jokes except for mine's, wow

I wonder what happened to us

And all the intimacy's gone, and maybe we lackin' the lust

Maybe the bond isn't as strong, and all the passion is crushed

And havin' sex just seems wrong, and it don't happen too much, maybe I'm askin' too much

The long-term goal was to build together

It went from that to arguments whenever we chill together

It's to the point that people question why we still together

And we probably only stick it out 'cause we got a couple bills together

And I hate to say it's true, but I know she probably thinks it too

Afraid to move on so we tolerate the things we do

It's far too gone, but we live and we never think it through

Procrastinatin' too long, damn

But you know what my problem is?

I stayed around for way too long, ignorin' common sense

She doesn't respect me anymore, but that's just how it is

Feel like ever since I lost my job, it's been a competition

I can't even breathe, can't even yawn without her poppin' shit

And all she do is yell and then treat me like some kinda bitch

And then paint the picture like I'm a chauvinistic narcissist

Like I'm some ego-driven toxic dick misogynist, do you know what toxic is, huh?

And I ain't got a lotta give, I'm earnin' stripes

Been tellin' all her family I ain't shit, and it ain't worth the fight

Listenin' to her friends, but all her friends give her the worst advice

Feel like I'm in jail up in this bitch like I been servin' life

Then got the nerve to act like she some angel like she's servin' Christ

Funny how convenient that your cake could be the perfect slice

I said I wasn't leavin', but tonight it might be worth the flight

'Cause I ain't never dealt with this before, I got a certain type, you heard it right

I'm feelin' helpless, but my head is high, but I never cry

I almost did but I got hella pride

Step aside, how many times we gave a second try? Say goodbye

And when I'm wit' her, I feel less alive

And I can never talk to her or specify, so all I do is stress inside

'Cause when I tell my side she try to rectify

And I'm sick and tired of lettin' it slide

I knew I shoulda read the signs, I wish that I was, never mind

I'm way too high to come down

I'm burnin' up on you

I'm way too lost to be found

I'm burnin' up on you, on you