Before I Hit The Floor

And I can't really describe it so I try to hide it

I used to feel moisture inside of my eyelids

I'd catch my reflection and see he was smiling

Reminds me that I'm nothing like I used to be

Now everything's so squeaky clean

Oh, what a change, those were the days

Oh, what a change, those were the days

It's what I need, it brings out the worst in me

It still makes me smile, I'm a freak inside

Oh, it still makes me smile, I'm a freak

But I'm sitting on this flight right now

Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how

I'll unlock it and drop it, I know that I'll be sure

That I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor and now I'm

Sitting on this flight right now

Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how

I'll unlock it and drop it, I know that I'll be sure

That I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor and

And I just need reminding, reminding what life is

Outside the asylum, inside of mind, I'll

Try and escape it, but it always finds us

And re-admits me back to where I've always been

It brings out the worst in me

It still makes me smile, I'm a freak inside

Oh, it still makes me smile, I'm a freak

But I'm sitting on this flight right now

Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how

I'll unlock it and drop it, I know that I'll be sure

That I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor and now I'm

Sitting on this flight right now

Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how

I'll unlock it and drop it, I know that I'll be sure

That I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor

And it goes hand in hand, my art and my pain

Nail me to the cross, leave me out in the rain

When I'm bleeding out I'll use it for paint

And hope for me I'll make something worthy again

But I'm sitting on this flight right now

Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how

I'll unlock it and drop it, I know that I'll be sure

That I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor and now I'm

Sitting on this flight right now

Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how

I'll unlock it and drop it, I know that I'll be sure

That I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor and now I'm

Sitting on this flight right now

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