sucker punch

I look so stupid right now

But it's all sunshine and rainbows

Make funny faces in the mirror

Throw tomatoes at my skull

I guess it's all downhill from here

Sucker punch right to the jaw

I guess the joke is all on me

I try to laugh it off

But I can barely speak

There's always gotta be a loser

And for you I wanna play it well (aah)

Throw darts at the wall with my face on

Sink me deeper in your wicked spell

Hallucinating collectively, serenading me

I drift towards the sweetest smell

You crush my head with an anvil

I don't know any different

But I'm making you smile, the reason why I exist

A thousand blades cut me up

I tell a lie in my story

Then you ask me for more

I know the truth is just shit

She's just a clown in your parlor

And she'll dance if you ask her

I can be whatever you want

She's fabricating the answer

When my tears start to fall I desperately try to hide

Turn and look up at the ceiling, hope they go back inside

Please don't think that I'm bad

Nothing less than your perfect punching bag

Sucker punch right to the jaw

I guess the joke is all on me

I try to laugh it off

But I can barely speak

Let's live inside my distorted reality

A dollhouse in my mind

We play pretend to pass the time (ooh, ah)

And I'll construct a lie

To make myself someone you like

A flawless alibi

Slowly eating me alive (oh, oh, oh, ah)

Sucker punch right to the jaw (hahh)

I guess the joke is all on me (on me)

I try to laugh it off (it off)

But I can barely speak

Pluck stars out of the sky

A symphony for you

Everything feels wrong

I'm scared of losing you

I get too attached and pull back

Supernova total collapse

A wind up toy, you hold the key

I'll disappear completely

Sucker punch right to the jaw

I guess the joke is all on me

I try to laugh it off

But I can barely speak

It's all led up to this

Your imprint marcates my life's work

I'm nothing without you