THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS

(rook)

is there any truth

to what you tell me you know about me?

i don't wanna underestimate your intellect

but something tells me there is something more to this

go ahead & escape, a couple times a day,

will do you good but don't forget to bring yourself

back to what youre terrified of every single day

...yeah she's okay

(oh fuck...)

i am not like you

i wanna forget myself and be lied to

i don't know if anything is right

i'm just a girl who can't look herself in the eye

(dizzy)

i am not like you

i wanna forget myself and be lied to

i don't know if anything is right

i'm just a girl who can't look herself in the eye

(rook)

and in my dreams

i am somewhere where i can fall apart

i can think nothing and only

feel what i need to

(dizzy)

who fuckin knows whats up?

who the fuck knows whats up?

who really knows whats up?

who the fuck knows whats up?

thank god thank god im not gay

thank god thank god im not scared

thank god its not fucking happening

thoughts and prayers

thoughts and prayers

thank god thank god im not gay

thank god that i dont know anything

thank god thank god im not scared

thoughts and prayers

thoughts and prayers

its the fucking worst isnt it?

its so fucking cursed isnt it?

its a fucking curse int it?

"thoughts and prayers"

"thoughts and prayers"

these bitches just wanna watch us die

they wanna pray over our dead bodies alive

they wanna--

(rook+dizzy)

LEAVE US ALONE

WE DONT WANNA FUCKING HURT ANYONE

WE JUST WANNA FEEL ANYTHING

BEFORE WE'RE DONE

LEAVE US ALONE

WE JUST WANNA HAVE CONTROL OF OUR LIVES

WE JUST WANNA GET OFF

AND FEEL SAFE AND DIE

(rook)

and in my dreams

i am somewhere where i can fall apart

i can think nothing and only

feel what i need to

(rook+dizzy)

(so do...)

(yeah we're doing it)

(ok, just give me a second once, uh...when's it start?)

(we're--we're doing it right now)

(ok fine--)

everything is movement everything is hypochondriac

and pieced together from the fragments of losing

sight of what i thought you wanted me to be

though i've tried and it almost killed me

you cannot know this. you cannot pretend to be close with me

psychosis batters at ur worldview & gnosis

whoa it's only been a minute and a moment

and you're already done~??

this is praxis. do you have anything to fight back with?

no you lack it

am i making you worry?

is ur vision getting blurry?

yeah youre gonna need glasses

i burn so fucking bright but ur eyesight only sees ashes

i am long past this

post-traumatic, manic

consciousness blasted

look in my eyes and see the person you damaged

(how'd that sound?)

(rook)

and in my dreams

i am somewhere where i can fall apart

i can think nothing and only

feel what i need to

pick urself off the floor

and look urself in the eye

(rook+dizzy)

LEAVE US ALONE

WE DONT WANNA FUCKING HURT ANYONE

WE JUST WANNA FEEL ANYTHING

BEFORE WE'RE DONE

LEAVE US ALONE

WE JUST WANNA HAVE CONTROL OF OUR LIVES

WE JUST WANNA GET OFF

AND FEEL SAFE AND DIE