IT'S NOT REAL

Please make it stop, make it go away

The sleepless nights and lonely heartaches

The chaos of not being in control

Slowly chipping away at my soul

Being forced to pick and choose our roles

Is a scam and curse we cast, I know, but why

Do we still follow those who made us

Pick and choose those roles? (It's not real)

We're only human, we make mistakes

But what if they put our lives at stake?

Our ancestors, the misbehaved

Were chained and locked away in caves

But with those who were different

They did the same and now

I'm left wondering, "Who's to blame?"

This ain't fun for me anymore

I'm not joking anymore

I killed me the other night

Wait, please, but the noose was tight

Kissed her cheek and said, "Goodbye"

I killed me the other (it's not real)

I killed me the other night

Wrapped her candy-coated lies

Felt her leave and take her light

I killed me the other

It's not real

It's not real

It's not real

It's not, it's not, it's not

All I've wanted, never mattered

Matter never really mattered

The things I've loved and cared about

The times I've cried and screamed and shout

It's all, "Don't quit," there's no way out

My nerves are split and full of doubt

We're all pointless, it's all pointless

Everything always has an end

But why can't just once logic bend? (It's not real)

Do your homework, go to school

Am I just gonna be a useful tool?

Sit still, calm down, have some tea, talk it out

No, I won't sit idly by while no-one else cares

For the end of all-time

This ain't fun for me anymore

I'm not joking anymore

I killed me the other night

Wait, please, but the noose was tight

Kissed her cheek and said, "Goodbye"

I killed me the other (it's not real)

I killed me the other night

Wrapped her candy-coated lies

Felt her leave and take her light

I killed me the other

It's not real

It's not real

It's not real

It's not, it's not, it's not

Meditate, expand your mind, where will we go when we die?

Be a tree, be a God, be an angel, fly above

A tree, a bee, a sea, a snake, candle on a birthday cake

Will I be me in a hundred years? Repeat on these deafened ears

It's not real

It's not real

It's not real

It's not (it's not, it's not)