Meet Kyle

I'm not the boy I used to be

I don't need your guilt or sympathy

I know some day you'll get over me

And love doesn't last an eternity

I used to lie to myself and say it did

Who the fuck was I attempting to kid?

I sit in my room all alone browsing

The bullshit that's on my phone

Or I drive on some nameless roads

That take me by the abandoned home

That we said we'd make ours one day

Fix it up and live out the rest of our days

And you said, "Let's just be friends"

But its hard to be platonic when we were so damn erotic

So I guess this is where it ends

And maybe that's moronic, or I'm a little bit psychotic

But who cares? I can't keep losing sleep

Or suffer through this anxiety

I can't keep hoping that one day

I'll be the man I always said I'd be

I can't put my faith in god

'Cause I think at some point, he gave up

On me

I can't keep blowing up your phone

It just makes me feel more alone

But your comfort made me feel at home

And now I can't find the tone of voice

That made you fall in love with me

Just this tone that makes me sound so full of apathy

And you said, "Let's just be friends"

But it's hard to be platonic when we were so damn erotic

So I guess this is where it ends

And maybe that's moronic, or I'm a little bit psychotic

Yeah, I seem to be going insane

But I keep flashing a smile and hope to fool you for a while

But I got this voice that's singing in my brain

And I think I'll call him Kyle

And put him on speed dial, 'cause he's my only friend

(I'm sorry, that got a little weird)

And you said, "Let's just be friends"

But it's hard to be platonic when we were so damn erotic

So I guess this where it ends.

And maybe that's moronic, or I'm a little bit psychotic