WHO I AM

(How am I supposed to love you), when I don't know who I am?

(And how could I give you all of me), if I'm only half a man?

('Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning), so let go of my hand

(And how can I give you all of me), if I'm only half a man?

(How am I supposed to love you?) Yeah

I wonder if my father was around, would he be proud of me?

The thoughts inside my head are like people, they always crowding me

Rain is always pouring, I feel like it's always drowning me

Nothing I could do to stop it, it happens too often

Make myself a hole and replace the space with a coffin

Feel like I can do worse and I find myself ways to top it

Maybe I'm the reason, bring my own self down

Committing all this treason by bringing myself doubt

I got problems that I feel, but I can't hold on no hands

I got things that I've been doing but ain't going as planned

Left is right, right is left, so I don't know which direction

You could tell me to go straight, then I'd go straight to depression

I don't wanna be a person that I hate, but I am

Got anxiety in public, I ain't shaking no hands

Alley ways is where I'm walking, I'ma blend in with fans

Head low, hoodies up, only half a man

How am I supposed to love you, when I don't love who I am?

And how can I give you all of me, when I'm only half a man?

'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand

And how can I give you all of me (yeah) when I'm only half a man?

Yeah (how am I supposed to love you?)

The demons say hello, they wanna show me hell

How can I love you, if I don't know how to love myself?

Wish I could pause for a second just to show and tell

But the show must go on, I guess

Feel like I did what I could, feel like I did what I should

Feel like I misunderstood when I saw where they stood

Would reality be different if you respected what I said then?

I wonder if my brother is protecting me from Heaven

All these people trying to get inside my mind, I can't let them

Like I could let the fake the shit slide, nah, forget them

Thought I'd be happy if I mattered to the rest

As I walked through the valley of the shadow of death

I'm realizing I'm closing my eyes as I'm holding my breath

Hoping the angels holding me close, don't let go of me yet

Call me a sinner for feeding the world when you're in my chest

Half a man stare in the mirror, it's the moment we met

How am I supposed to love you, when I don't know who I am?

And how could I give you all of me, when I'm only half a man?

'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning, so let go of my hand

And how can I give you all of me, if I'm only half a man?